21:04:15 3/21/2006
Back at this damned starbucks. I got home for an evening, tomorrow i have to load down in a town south of here called sheridan. I'll put some poles on take them to springfield then come backup here . Short, sweet, low paying, simple. Thursday , i take my son on a field trip. That's something new for me. I hope im not a nervous wreck. I hope my son behaves. I'm sure everything will be fine. Meanwhile back to the moment. Janell didnt want me to go tonight, she doesnt like when i come home and leave her alone. I just havent gotten out much since we moved here 3 years ago. and i sure havent written a damned thing.\par
So this is my kinda me time. you know? I mean even if i dont ever write anything worth a rat turd on a paper plate, I look cool and feel sophisimacated. And oh! how i blend! all these turtlenecks and loafers. Here iI am with 501's, pocket T, and work boots. \par
I reaaly dont like coffee fashion, never have. \par
It comes from teen years, doesnt everythin? I didnt fit with jocks or stoners or clubbers or newro's or nerds. I tell ya thats bad, when even nerds dont want you around. Not smart"